i've got stitches inside my mouth.
and today, i was explaining to eric mack some funny thing and i puffed out my cheeks and blew out which is TOTALLY ILLEGAL with stitches inside my mouth \got really worried that all my healing will come out and things.
then i realized that i couldn't go to yoga for a few days
but i think i will go tommorow
and i want to do teacher training
because i feel like knowing how to do yoga might be one of those things like knowing how to speak english where you can teach it anyplace and magically have a job...
it's weird that i'm thinking this way.
my fingertips hurt.
i had some necessary dreams and will now begin new series of paintings.
i think it is the full moon tonight?
i feel like it is.
two times ago it was friday which was much much much more reasonable than this one.
(they'll pinch themselves and squeal and they'll know that its for real)
the haydron collider didn't suck us into a black hole, yet.
i am reluctant to return to my small box.
and i am wanting a particular thing.
today i feel like rejecting: blankets, books, squares of any kind, shoes, the idea of being cold soon and wanting to stay indoors, human allies.
today i accept: tigers, speeding on the bicycle, smoke in my eyes, things that are very sturdy and large; rocks and trees and things made out of those, ancient futures, fires and spirits.
then i realized that i couldn't go to yoga for a few days
but i think i will go tommorow
and i want to do teacher training
because i feel like knowing how to do yoga might be one of those things like knowing how to speak english where you can teach it anyplace and magically have a job...
it's weird that i'm thinking this way.
my fingertips hurt.
i had some necessary dreams and will now begin new series of paintings.
i think it is the full moon tonight?
i feel like it is.
two times ago it was friday which was much much much more reasonable than this one.
(they'll pinch themselves and squeal and they'll know that its for real)
the haydron collider didn't suck us into a black hole, yet.
i am reluctant to return to my small box.
and i am wanting a particular thing.
today i feel like rejecting: blankets, books, squares of any kind, shoes, the idea of being cold soon and wanting to stay indoors, human allies.
today i accept: tigers, speeding on the bicycle, smoke in my eyes, things that are very sturdy and large; rocks and trees and things made out of those, ancient futures, fires and spirits.