expanding
sometimes when i am lying down, i close my eyes and it feels like my body is expanding outward forever and ever.
it feels like there is nothing holding me into my body or that my body is part of what is around it and that is expanding, which is partly true apparently. its weird to want to fly out of your body, isn't it. on one hand i don't want to be held in anymore by the boundaries of my skin and bones, but i don't know if i exist beyond those things.
it kind of makes me scared when i am trying to sleep and i feel like i am pushing out and out and out and i can't hug myself back in.
my hands are really dirty
this was actually one of the greatest weekends of my life.
i am so glad that scotty and i are best friends again,
its been a while since ive woken up with anyone and
started having adventure time and it was so good for me. sleepovers rule.
thankful thankful thankful
every day is thanksgiving
and we had a feast!
it feels like there is nothing holding me into my body or that my body is part of what is around it and that is expanding, which is partly true apparently. its weird to want to fly out of your body, isn't it. on one hand i don't want to be held in anymore by the boundaries of my skin and bones, but i don't know if i exist beyond those things.
it kind of makes me scared when i am trying to sleep and i feel like i am pushing out and out and out and i can't hug myself back in.
my hands are really dirty
this was actually one of the greatest weekends of my life.
i am so glad that scotty and i are best friends again,
its been a while since ive woken up with anyone and
started having adventure time and it was so good for me. sleepovers rule.
thankful thankful thankful
every day is thanksgiving
and we had a feast!