Hm
Yes, so this past month has been a bad dream to teach me a lesson on life. I know i will awake in a cold sweat and hurting stomach and the date will read Febuary 18th. Too many fucked up things have happened for this to be reality. Well and since this is all a dream, i didnt really write this nor are you reading this. You are all stuck within the dream untill i learn my lesson. Or maybe i died awhile back and i just havent figured it out. Some Skeptics believe a spirit doesnt know they have died. Its kinda like the movie "The Others" so now i feel stupider for comparing life to a movie, but what if its true. So i have died and my life continues in a normal day to day schedule, everything around me is the same as it would be if i was alive and im just being blinded by something so i cant see the truth. Sure ive done things that "how could i do if i was dead" but whos to say i did those things. Mind controls all. So maybe im face down in a pool of blood in the shower with blood seeping from a wound in the back of my head or already 6ft under. SO ask yourself this oh curious reader.. How alive are you?