Piss off.
I cant handle this shit anymore.. im sick of it all... Same day, same shit. Watching everyone else be happy and making everyone else happy is getting to me. Im not going anywhere in life. Ill end up at home depot or walmart..or some other goddamn chain corporation store. SO its either go now or live a bullshit exist for the next 50 yrs.. on a lighter note,, if i make it to the age of 99 or 102.. i would like to die from a drug overdose.. Cause when people hear that i died so old they will think "old age got him" and the people who read my obituary will think the same,, but when the hear and read it was a drug overdose theyll be shocked and amazed..Well more or less "Didnt see that coming" I really cant "leave this bullshit existance" now.. I got to many people who care about me, and thats something that most people dont have.. and im to much of a goddamn pussy to do it. So dont freak when you read this,, im normal,, just depressed, i dont need to see some doctor or be put on watch..hmm..well im off..hopefully tonight something will happen and it will turn my life around..