Chiimney-Fished Epiphany
Amizetta's Cabin last night hosted the first played game of "Blackout: The ULTIMATE Teen Drinking Game." It's a board game I invented. It rocks. I got sloshed because of it. Then I smoked a sum and was feeling pretty good.
Daniel broke down and got real and I started crying happy tears while asking a group "Why can't we all just love each other?" Random group of people. The oddest: Shorty (Claudia), Carlo Thrinchero (teehee) and Molly. It was pretty much them, plus The Commune and Amy and Kate. 'Twas grood.
Drunk Epiphanies were written on my thigh and stomach. I "realized" two things.
1. People are generally egocentric. Hopefully, everyone outgrows it. Once you stop figuring out ways to benefit yourself, you can stop living for yourself and start living for others.
2. Maybe for me (and Daniel... and other queer individuals) my lack of sexual potential, that is the possibility and probability of me having sex, removes me from "normal" culture. I feel removed from the typical sexual society. Dating, the persuit of sex and companionship isn't the same for me and I feel that I my removal from the norm lets me see it clearly. A good deal of time in my head is spent observing and analyzing other people. Daniel and I can read people. Well.
Daniel broke down and got real and I started crying happy tears while asking a group "Why can't we all just love each other?" Random group of people. The oddest: Shorty (Claudia), Carlo Thrinchero (teehee) and Molly. It was pretty much them, plus The Commune and Amy and Kate. 'Twas grood.
Drunk Epiphanies were written on my thigh and stomach. I "realized" two things.
1. People are generally egocentric. Hopefully, everyone outgrows it. Once you stop figuring out ways to benefit yourself, you can stop living for yourself and start living for others.
2. Maybe for me (and Daniel... and other queer individuals) my lack of sexual potential, that is the possibility and probability of me having sex, removes me from "normal" culture. I feel removed from the typical sexual society. Dating, the persuit of sex and companionship isn't the same for me and I feel that I my removal from the norm lets me see it clearly. A good deal of time in my head is spent observing and analyzing other people. Daniel and I can read people. Well.