Journal Entry

[soymaid]

I really like singing along. Loudly. And so I wasn't too sad when I realized everyone had already left for the game by the time I got back to the dorm (missing them by less than five minutes, actually). Eh. I'd picked some really neat flowers

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[taintedphallus]

Yay Song of Ice and Fire! I'm a third of the way through A Clash of Kings. I love it.

As for the depression and relationship/sex shit, I hear you. Read the entries I've made over the past year; half of them are me bitching about said. All I can say is: It'll get better... eventually. I've fallen into a sort of equilibrium at "I want to fall in love again, but until then, I'll take what I can get." A little bit of cynicism regarding love and sex can go a long way. Case in point, the second half of my last semester at Wes was *ahem* interesting, and more pertinently entirely out of character for me. Quite fun, though.

Now that I think about it, that's not the only thing I can say. I suppose I could also say that if I were in the same town as you, I'd go out with you. I know that's not much, and might be creepy (hopefully not; it's not intended to be), but it's worth saying.

[expired_condom]

Whoa, it's Claire! Finally, LiveJournal has given me something interesting and relevant to read.

It's probably understandable that you're still longing for Josh, or at least the abstract concept that Josh represented-that elusive thing called a boyfriend. I remember, after breaking up with my first "real" girlfriend, how I'd think about it every day for months and months. It's hard to get over the first one, but it happens eventually. Especially once you meet someone new and better.

Glad to hear you're sorting things out. One less thing to be uncertain and worried about! Keep in touch, even if only through LiveJournal, OK? I've been missing the Claire in my life.

P.S. WE HAVE A HOUSE! WOO!! YES!! I am excited for the fall.

[loden]

Maybe the reason you want a boyfriend is that your meds are making you extra horny. Probably not. I'm glad that every thing except your head is going well (and that may be going well, too, after you get home and have a chance to try some new drugs).

Recently I've gotten really excited about being able to live and eat like a real person, and I bought the Student's Vegetarian Cookbook. It had tons of quick, easy, delicious recipes. I'm going to make Justin eat ALL OF THEM.

Yay for purpose!

[expired_condom]

... Don't I have to be conscious to swallow food? I don't see how that's going to work. Justin + vegetables = not happening. :-P

[loden]

Silly Justin. All I need is a blender and a thin, flexible tube. Unconsciousness is no obstacle.