the world is a big place...
So I went to prom with my boyfriend Jake. It was a lot of fun for te most part. I mean there was "drama" and "conflict" but overall it was a good experience. I mean, everyone looked gorgeous. I must say. Plus it was nice to be with all my friends. The limo ride was a lot of fun. I mean I probably looked like an idiot for the most of it, but I had fun. It was nice seeing people I haven't seen for a while. I mean overall the whole prom thing is kind of ridiculous, but whatever. I it was interesting. From friday night to last night, I have just had breakdown city. I have cried I don't even know how many times in the last three days. But last night I had a huge breakdown. I even confrinted someone who I haven't talked to in a year. I just needed to get all of my frustration out I guess. Sunday I went fo a nice long walk/jog on the beach. I got tan from it which is good beacause I don't want to show up in Haqwaii as a real white girl. I also got another one of my modeling shots. I actually like it. Then I ran into Jake Slauser and Aaron Smith. They asked me to go to the movies with them so I went. It was a lot of fun, not that I had expected it to be any less. I had some good laughs with those guys. But today, or this morning, I'm okay. Aside from the whle puffy eye thing. but oh well, I can get rid of that. I guess I am just angry at myself for some choices I made last night. But I just have to realize I made them and can't change tham. Anyway, I hope you all hada good weekend. Peace.