things...things are good
So peoples, I am very....hmmmm...I dunno. I feel very odd. I guess. I mean, I am awake, very awake, but at the same time my head is tired. Does that make sense? Who knows. Meh. Anyway, I am happy because work was canceled today, but I am sad because I need the money. Seeing as I only have 400 of my 560 dollars needed for Hawaii. I am paying for everything myself. Then I have to make 700 dollars for new york. I am working like 5 different jobs. Tutoring here and there. Chaotic. But then again it's me going on the trips, so I am not going to make my parents pay. i hate asking them for money. If I want something I will find a way to make the money to buy it for myself. In my opinion that's the right thing to do. But whatever if your parents want to buy you shit, tight. So here I am it is 9:20 on a beautiful Wednesday morning. Last night was the first night I haven't had an anxiety attack befor falling asleep. I had some kind of crazy cool dreams. I don't really remember them, I just remember being like whoa weird. So anyway. I am basically going to be a boring person today, and do school work. But I have to get that shit done. So I am off now. I hope ya'll are having a swell day. peace, love, jesus christ superstar. Abus lover... you rock my world! Abus was fucking tight. Thank babe for my e-mail...it made my anxiety leave. I feel like a new woman, no just playin'. But it really did make me really really super happy. Love ya all.