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What do you do when your discontent and frustration turn into something that you can physically feel? It's no longer a weight on my mind, it's a weight on my chest. Something that keeps me up at night. Something that keeps me from relaxing. Something that keeps me from caring about things like school. I can feel it in my chest, right about where my heart should be and above. It's something that I can't really figure out how to get rid of. I guess I could purge my mind of all the things that have been weighing down on it, but I can't do that without hurting other people. Hurting the people I love. So I hold my peace. The pressure builds. I need to find a way of relieving that pressure without hurting people, but I can't. I fear this is going to end badly, but what can I do? Better I suffer than they.
So I wait. It grows. Less and less sleep. More and more weight.
I need help.
So I wait. It grows. Less and less sleep. More and more weight.
I need help.