Hate me today..hate me tomorrow.......

[southsidegirl4e]

Hate me today, Hate me tomorrow, Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you.. Hate me In ways, yeah ways had to swallow, Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.I need to vent.I hate It here so bad that If I had the guts I'd kill my self. I've never liked It here, and I probably never will. When I was born I was 3 months early, my

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[ibe2sweet]

I'm sorry that you don't have a good relationship with your family. but don't let that stop you from being great and doing great things. My advice- get away from them before they completely tear you down. You deserve respect and love and if they can't give that to you then move on without them, but don't let them hold you back. & suicide is never an answer, that basically means that they win and they don't deserve that!

[southsidegirl4e]

Thank you for your support. It means alot to me that someone that doesn't hardly know me, and they aren't judging me. My uncle died because of suicide, and I know It's not the answer, but I feel that It's right for me, because I'm not wanted nowhere by my family. And once again thank you for takin your time and reading my entry without judging me. How are you and the family doing? I'm really sorry I haven't kept up with my comments and journal posts.

[ibe2sweet]

It's not right for you! If you're not wanted in your family then fuck them! That's their problem. Don't worry about them, worry about you. The best thing you can do is live for you. Good things will happen and then you'll be happy that you didn't take the easy way out. I didn't have an easy childhood but I stuck through it and things got better, because I made them better by doing what was best for me and only me.
My family is going great. My baby isn't a baby anymore, he's getting so big!

[southsidegirl4e]

Yeah I agree with you. I love my family to death, I just don't know what to do. I know good things will happend If I move out, It's just that I don't have a job, and I don't have my licenses, so I really have no where to go. Yeah I read something one time that you posted In your journal about your past.

Glad your family Is doing good. Bryce Is getting so big, but he's still adorbale.