seeing red again...

[southernidget]

So, i made the brutal mistake of going grocery shopping today. well, kinda shopping. i got a bottle of water and kool aid mix to re-dye my hair with. oh yeah, did i mention that timmy works there? so, imagine his surprise when he saw me there.. it was all hugs and flowers, im surprised that there wasnt a little bunny hopping around somewhere and butterflies flying everywhere. if any of what i just said was true. so, that would be, none of it except for the water and kool aid. of course i went there to see him. i havent seen him in 2 weeks and i miss the kid like crazy. time really does make the heart grow fonder. i thought that i was getting over him because i hadnt seen him in a while, and when i talked to him, that i just didnt have the same feelings. booooooy was i wrong. seeing him again, just made me crazy. i wish that i hadnt gone over there and just stayed the fuck away. he saw me and goes, what the hell are you doing here, and i babbled something about chicken or pork. ugh. ass wipe. now im all flustered and pissed off, and so my revenge to the world is the re-dying of my hair. i know, what a rebel, right? haha yeah. but i know that he never liked it like that, and at that time, i didnt like him, and everything was just so much freaking better, so im trying to go back to that time. hopefully the red will help. if not, i did miss the red anyways. i dont know what the hell is going on, but of course when everything starts to go good in my life (with work and all) theres something that brings me down. thanks a whole hell of a lot.
(hm.. seems like my rantings in here are never very happy are they.. lol)