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last night it was so hard to fall asleep. i stayed layed there till about 4. it sucks when you can't sleep. today i had trouble eating. i tried and tried but i kept feeling sick. that's not a good thing. i think i just have too much on my mind. i need some kind of pill that's like a cleanup. i want to forget about the past.
anyways, my grandma bought me a surprise today. i didn't know paris hilton had purfume. she got tthat for me. she knew i was having a bad night and needed some cheering up. she also knows i just love paris.
i'm coming home thursday for the weekend. it's ashleys birthday on friday and i want to spend some time with her. i'm coming back here on sunday.
should i call rey? i keep thinking about him but i just don't know. i want to hear his voice but i don't want him to think he can keep walking all over me. gosh someone help me. i need help.
anyways, my grandma bought me a surprise today. i didn't know paris hilton had purfume. she got tthat for me. she knew i was having a bad night and needed some cheering up. she also knows i just love paris.
i'm coming home thursday for the weekend. it's ashleys birthday on friday and i want to spend some time with her. i'm coming back here on sunday.
should i call rey? i keep thinking about him but i just don't know. i want to hear his voice but i don't want him to think he can keep walking all over me. gosh someone help me. i need help.