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why does he do this to me? he can make me the happiest person alive but also make me that saddest girl ever. i miss him with all my heart. i'd do anything in the world for him. why does he take me for granted? why does he tell me he cares and cares about everything i say but when it comes down to it, he doesn't act like he cares. i can't even eat sometimes. i sit and think about him and it makes me feel sick to my stomach. he is my world. today i saw on tv a wreck. it involved a big truck like his dad drives. yeah i know there are millions in the states, but still i get scared. i just want to know he is okay. i want to tell him goodnite. we tell eachother goodnite every night. even when he was in town. please stop hurting me and realize i'm good for you. i'm willing to give up everything for you. please just let me go if your going to keep doing this to me. please. it's not fair to me. you have complete control over me and you know it.