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so i'm sitting here just reading through old entries. it's so funny to look back at the past. laughs, crys, etc. i remember the fun times i had with 'the mexicans' they were very silly boys. colton driving my car, drunk as fuck, about to hit a curb. we were on a hunt to find mike. that was the time mike and i hadn't come out. or my parties at my old house. getting drunk with aly. smoking a cigarette with my lil bro and getting yelled at by friends boyfriends. rb and dan. i don't have to say anything there, everyone already knows. the oh so great memories with sami. i will never forget those. sitting up talking about nonsense for hours. when will we do that again? smoking with big andy and anthony. racing dan on the highway. the boys didn't think i was going to do it. jason. i don't have to say anything there. he is just a memory in it's own. mr eli! my lil/big bro. turtle turtle. making the lil hoes at eddies jealous because i had mike and THEY DIDN'T!! lous parties. sexsexsex. turing up the radio so loud at lous and blaming it on jeremy. wow! i could seriously go on for hours but i don't want to. i love being happy and not having to worry.
me and rey are so good right now and i'm so happy. just nobody understands. ash finally does.
i miss people. rey. taytay. luis. aly. the boys. sami. ems. just anyone that i used to be friends with. jason. mike. mark. marcethos. the white rabbit and those people. bands. ambeer. tj. marla. (yeah i said marla). dwayne. colton. will. raul. DAVID! i just miss everyone i never see anymore or haven't seen in a while.
taytay come back home! we need you back!! it's not the same without you! i love you taytay!! thank you for introducing me to rey! i love you so much for that too!! :)
<3him. falling.
me and rey are so good right now and i'm so happy. just nobody understands. ash finally does.
i miss people. rey. taytay. luis. aly. the boys. sami. ems. just anyone that i used to be friends with. jason. mike. mark. marcethos. the white rabbit and those people. bands. ambeer. tj. marla. (yeah i said marla). dwayne. colton. will. raul. DAVID! i just miss everyone i never see anymore or haven't seen in a while.
taytay come back home! we need you back!! it's not the same without you! i love you taytay!! thank you for introducing me to rey! i love you so much for that too!! :)
<3him. falling.