It's one of those nights. You know the ones where you have to get up early in the morning but you can't sleep because your mind won't shutup and keeps reminding you of all the painful stuff in life
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I know this comes too late. I wish I had told you this when I first saw this post. Now you have been gone for nearly two years (God, has it been that long?).
You wanted to know if I would cry if you died...
Yes.
You passed away nearly two years ago and I still cry.
Now I'm remarried with two more beautiful children... and I still cry. Please don't get me wrong; I love Allison and our daughters with all my heart, and I wouldn't trade what we have for anything...
...but I love you too Jess. Even now, I still love you.
Not a single day goes by without my thoughts turning to you. Not one single day.
Maybe I'm crazy, but there are moments when I can almost feel you standing next to me. As though you were looking in on me, or on Gabe... For a split second it's like you're here...
I'm so sorry I didn't tell you.
May the Lord cradle you in his love. May He pour out his mercy and peace on you. May He give you rest. And God, if you would, please let her know... I'm so sorry.
I know this comes too late. I wish I had told you this when I first saw this post. Now you have been gone for nearly two years (God, has it been that long?).
You wanted to know if I would cry if you died...
Yes.
You passed away nearly two years ago and I still cry.
Now I'm remarried with two more beautiful children... and I still cry. Please don't get me wrong; I love Allison and our daughters with all my heart, and I wouldn't trade what we have for anything...
...but I love you too Jess. Even now, I still love you.
Not a single day goes by without my thoughts turning to you. Not one single day.
Maybe I'm crazy, but there are moments when I can almost feel you standing next to me. As though you were looking in on me, or on Gabe... For a split second it's like you're here...
I'm so sorry I didn't tell you.
May the Lord cradle you in his love. May He pour out his mercy and peace on you. May He give you rest. And God, if you would, please let her know... I'm so sorry.
I love you and miss you Jess.
And yes, I'm crying babylove.
- Aaron M. Babb
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