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Enjoying... life... energy... working out..
Toying with the idea of space... how to work it into my life.. and make it seamless.
That is the hard part.
Being sober I have come to appricate the idea of what is mine.. and the energy of owning my own shit.
I am grateful that I am now able to do that.
Grateful that I am loving myself for the first time in a very long time.
I am toying with the idea of playing with others but the space I enjoy with my husband has become so special to me... that the idea that we might be having a child scares me shitless.. but it also is very exciting.
Life is life and it is unfolding. I am just waiting to see what happens next...
Toying with the idea of space... how to work it into my life.. and make it seamless.
That is the hard part.
Being sober I have come to appricate the idea of what is mine.. and the energy of owning my own shit.
I am grateful that I am now able to do that.
Grateful that I am loving myself for the first time in a very long time.
I am toying with the idea of playing with others but the space I enjoy with my husband has become so special to me... that the idea that we might be having a child scares me shitless.. but it also is very exciting.
Life is life and it is unfolding. I am just waiting to see what happens next...