I am back....maybe???
Wow! Life sure has been interesting....I had kind of taken a break from LJ... a 2 year break I see. It is weird to me that it has been so long and yet I have come back within a few days of my last entry 2 years ago. So much has changed in my life in the last 2 years it`s unbelievable. I have sort of found myself so to say and I have become a much more private person then I used to be. I prefer anonominity these days. I have been keeping a paper journal for the last years and was looking forward to writing in it tonight when I decided to check into the good old LJ. My objective was to print all of my old entries and close this thing down for good but something sucked me back in. I updated my interests(somewhat), put up new pictures and here I am pouring my thoughts out with my keyboard rather then a pen. I have been really surprised by the way things have changed since I was last here...now there is My Space, which I am personally not into, it`s just not for me, especially in these new anonomous days. I have a Ipod and MAC now, which I love and couldn`t live without. I have been to Europe, which was every bit as amazing as I had anticipated. I am getting married. I have a different life and it is good. I don`t know if I will keep up with this again or not but it is what feels right this fine evening.
Things are in chaos. A co-worker of mine is dying. I have never had someone close to me be sick, with cancer, in the hospitol, and knowing they only have days left. I have recently gotten into the works of Sylvia Brown and now I believe when we die, if we are ready, we go to a place that is one big amazing party. So, that is comforting for me but if the dying person doesn`t believe that it is no help to them.
I feel like there is definately a higher percentage of evil in this world right now then good. My fiance disagrees with me which is wierd bc I have always been the optimist but....if I were a religious person I would think Armageddon was close.
Did anyone see Stephen Colbert`s roast of president Bush Monday night at the dinner for the new press secretary? It was amazing. He has huge balls and is my new hero.
Tonight was unexpectedly wonderful. I was feeling twisted up inside over my hospitolized co-worker and the thought of having guests for dinner was unbearable. I couldn`t imagine putting on a happy face for 3 1/2 hours when I just wanted to be alone with my man, but it turned out to be really awesome and made me appriciate my life and my friends.(I know my spelling sucks but at this point I am feeling even too lazy for spell check) A friend brought over his new girlfriend, Imiyo, from Japan, and we hit it off amazingly. She was rad and so much fun. The night was great, the food rocked and I forgot my stresses, even if for just a few hours. Imiyo reminded me so much of my American best friend Sharon (who secretly wishes she was Chinese...I am sure of it).
So, I am feeling better...I am in for the night...going to clean up, take a bubble bath and be happy my week-end has started.
It`s good to be back....I just might stay for awhile.
Things are in chaos. A co-worker of mine is dying. I have never had someone close to me be sick, with cancer, in the hospitol, and knowing they only have days left. I have recently gotten into the works of Sylvia Brown and now I believe when we die, if we are ready, we go to a place that is one big amazing party. So, that is comforting for me but if the dying person doesn`t believe that it is no help to them.
I feel like there is definately a higher percentage of evil in this world right now then good. My fiance disagrees with me which is wierd bc I have always been the optimist but....if I were a religious person I would think Armageddon was close.
Did anyone see Stephen Colbert`s roast of president Bush Monday night at the dinner for the new press secretary? It was amazing. He has huge balls and is my new hero.
Tonight was unexpectedly wonderful. I was feeling twisted up inside over my hospitolized co-worker and the thought of having guests for dinner was unbearable. I couldn`t imagine putting on a happy face for 3 1/2 hours when I just wanted to be alone with my man, but it turned out to be really awesome and made me appriciate my life and my friends.(I know my spelling sucks but at this point I am feeling even too lazy for spell check) A friend brought over his new girlfriend, Imiyo, from Japan, and we hit it off amazingly. She was rad and so much fun. The night was great, the food rocked and I forgot my stresses, even if for just a few hours. Imiyo reminded me so much of my American best friend Sharon (who secretly wishes she was Chinese...I am sure of it).
So, I am feeling better...I am in for the night...going to clean up, take a bubble bath and be happy my week-end has started.
It`s good to be back....I just might stay for awhile.