How I wish I know.

God. Why?

Am I daring enough to drink bleach? To slit myself on the wrist and die?

God,

I am still so ever afraid. Lord, is so hard. Hard to be ever positive. Lord lord. Are you hinting me

Pls lord. You are a living God. You answer to prayers. Will You pls answer mine???

God,

Lately I have been so tired, I mean yesterday. I do not even know what does happiness truly means right now. Happiness is being contented with the little things in life right? Happiness is just happiness. Yes, perhaps is those little things that matters, but is also those little things that break or hurt the heart. I have been feeling really ( Read more... )

“And kid, you’ve got to love yourself. You’ve got wake up at four in the morning, brew black coffee, and stare at the birds drowning in the darkness of the dawn. You’ve got to sit next to the man at the train station who’s reading your favorite book and start a conversation. You’ve got to come home after a bad day and burn your skin from a shower. ( Read more... )

Sighhhhhh.

Have been feeling kind of down everyday. Because one of my good friend is like angry with me. What I do man. Seriouslyyyyyy. Hate it. Maybe is me, just me, sian. She is working so hard now. So is just me. Sigh pie.

God, would you just strengthen me?

Was not exactly sad. Sighhhhhh