Working is really the best thing a pregnant girl could do. Lord knows how much weight I might have gained if I hadn't. I'm 29 weeks 1 day and so far I've only gained 19lbs! The baby weighs nearly 3. The doctor told me to gain around 30 or 35, so I'm hoping I will only gain 30. My mom only gained 25 and we have the same body frame. Of course weight just doesn't matter when you're pregnant. All that matters is a healthy baby and Jordan is growing good.
But anyway, I'm so friggin exhausted! I just sleep and sleep, and man it feels so good. I can just dream about Jordan and feel her move inside me. I love before I go to bed at night just laying down on my back and watching her move and roll around in my belly. Last night her head or butt or something was poking out and it was really hard, and I watched her roll from one side to another. It's a crazy thing, an amazing thing.
I'm so grateful to have her in my life.
Well, sometime next week we move! The guy turns in his keys on the 20th (Monday) and then they'll spend a day or so cleaning the apartment and painting it and shit, then we move in! I'm so excited. We'll have a washer and dryer hook up, and my mom and dad already have their new washer and dryer so whenever they're ready they'll bring up their old ones for us and I'm just over joyed. I wanted to move so badly before Jordan came and it's going to happen.
I cant wait to get her crib and set it up and EEK! I'm so excited.
Then my baby shower is November 15th, and my co-workers are throwing me a work one on the 22nd. I hope Jordan gets some stuff. Even if it's just diapers that would be awesome.
I go in Thursday for my 30 week appointment and I'm going to set up an appointment to get a 4d ultrasound. I'm not going to get another one I don't think, and the 4d's are so clear! I'm excited about that. It's only $100, and me working allows me to do things like this. I'm really glad i still work at canes, and want to continue working there after Jordan is here. I just want to see her again! and they give you so many pictures. You can see her facial features!! Ahh, I'm excited.
I worry about money and things, because I'll be out of work for a couple weeks whenever Jordan comes, and Alec said I might even have to take a week or 2 off before she comes. Travis also will be off for 3 weeks or so when the school closes for the holidays, so things will be tight, super tight and I worry about it so much. We keep putting what money we can in her piggy bank so that if we do get behind on rent or need diapers we have that money. It's still scary, but I know Travis will take care of us. We're going to just get our rent paid up as far as we can, which means out of every pay check we'll put in 235 dollars and we'll have it paid up in no time. Give or take some, seeing as though we have other bills to pay too. I worry about money so much, but I need to stop. I know things are going to be alright, especially with Travis around. I think these are normal concerns anyway.
Well, it's time to go to work now. I'm sooo tired, but I'm off tomorrow. and I think I'm going to try and go to the birthing class they have from 9:30-3:30. My doctor recommended it so I guess I'll check it out. I just want to do what's best for my baby, and more knowledge is better. At least nobody can say I didn't do what I could for her.
Later ya'lls.