Nostalgia
I was editing my friends list and I realized just how many people haven't posted in years, I'm talking 2004, 05 and 06 and it depresses me! I know most of them have a myspace where I can keep up with their lives if I want to, but still. Livejournal just seems so old now. I've had one since 2002!!! and trust me, most of the stuff I wrote back in my High School days was retarded. I guess anybody looking back on themselves thinks they were immature though. I was definitely cooler than some people. But still a tard.
Some people I'm not friends with on livejournal anymore, but I never really felt friendly towards them anyway, they just wanted something from me. That's alright. The ones on there are the ones I care most about.
It definitely makes me sentimental and sad. You just can't get the past back. Some people I won't be close with every again like I was. That makes me sadder. Knowing they're still around doing their own thing. Do they think of me like that? Who knows. I just wish I'd had a midget with a video camera following me around taping me with people, so I could hold on to those memories better. My luck I'll get Alzheimer's when I'm old and won't remember shit.
BUT! I guess that's what this journal is for, preserving memories so that I can look back. I just wish I'd had more pictures.
Some people I'm not friends with on livejournal anymore, but I never really felt friendly towards them anyway, they just wanted something from me. That's alright. The ones on there are the ones I care most about.
It definitely makes me sentimental and sad. You just can't get the past back. Some people I won't be close with every again like I was. That makes me sadder. Knowing they're still around doing their own thing. Do they think of me like that? Who knows. I just wish I'd had a midget with a video camera following me around taping me with people, so I could hold on to those memories better. My luck I'll get Alzheimer's when I'm old and won't remember shit.
BUT! I guess that's what this journal is for, preserving memories so that I can look back. I just wish I'd had more pictures.