Bats
I went back through the entries I wrote in my Deadjournal (www.deadjournal.com/users/sour_boyy) and came to the conclusion that I was a lot more perceptive and ahead of my time when I was 16. I took the time to notice things and write meaningful words, instead of pictures of New York and images from gossip columns. I took the time to pick apart my friends, even at the expense of them finding out.
I've been reflecting a lot on my time as a 16 year old, when I was better friends with Hollie than Sophia, when I was dating Dave instead of moping about Dugaldo - when I was smoking pot and didn't give a shit about my education. I was a lot more interesting and thoughtful then. Who am I now?
I can hear the bats outside and it makes me nervous. That's one thing I definitely don't like about DC - the bats. If you haven't heard them, then you don't know.
I'm afraid of lots of things that never scared me before. I don't know why this is.
I've been reflecting a lot on my time as a 16 year old, when I was better friends with Hollie than Sophia, when I was dating Dave instead of moping about Dugaldo - when I was smoking pot and didn't give a shit about my education. I was a lot more interesting and thoughtful then. Who am I now?
I can hear the bats outside and it makes me nervous. That's one thing I definitely don't like about DC - the bats. If you haven't heard them, then you don't know.
I'm afraid of lots of things that never scared me before. I don't know why this is.