sleep
I love to sleep, i feel so safe, i can dream and my dreams have no consequences. I can live for days and days, in a matter of hours skip all the boaring parts and just have fun. I am safe from the world and i am safe from myself. I don't let my thoughts bother me in dreams but when i wake up, the same thoughts can haunt my mind for hours. I don't think that i deal with change very well, when ever something changes that i don't like, I try to get as much sleep as possible. I try to hide away from the world, numb my mind and escape my questions. I might need to fix this, truth be told I am safe from myself when i am asleep, I don't do things that are going to hurt me, just so that i don't have to deal with my questions. I think the biggest thing i need to fix is my inability to deal with questions.