years later/new life

[soundingsky]

funny, how it is to share my life with someone again after i first shared it with greg. some things feel strangely repetitive, like i'm ghost-wandering around my first life, or it's here beside me, but although some things are similar, this life is very different. full of consistent happiness, not just here and there bright sparks in the darkness. a sense of challenge, and contentment, and getting through fights easily. pride in having him beside me, and feeling his love and respect for me.

living in this beautiful apartment together is like living a dream life. sometimes i can't even believe it. how could i have ever guessed things would turn out so well?