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*Black, black is all I see when I wake up in the middle of the night cold, restless, alone. I rip the covers off me, walk into the living room and the the back door where out pool is. The multicolor lights are bright and call for me. The grandfather clock chimes 2:00am as I take my shirt off along with the rest of my clothes. I'm cold and naked, standing there at the door. My hand touches the doorknob, then turns. The door is open. I walk out into the bitter night, the wing stinging my flesh. In the bottom of the pool are bodies, dead bodies who have suffered their lives away until the're nothing, dead and rotted bcuz they couldnt stay pure. I dive in... Now I'm numb, at the surfece gasping for air, being pulled under slowly. Then, it all just stops. I'm in my pool at night, no one knows, no one could save me even if they did. I'm stuck here now, in my pool, and I cant seem to get out. I cant feel anything at all.....*
Even though my body is not dead or disabled, my soul is, it truly is. I really dont feel anything, no feeling, no emotion at all. I'm stcuk and nobody knows, nobody can help... But I need it.........
Even though my body is not dead or disabled, my soul is, it truly is. I really dont feel anything, no feeling, no emotion at all. I'm stcuk and nobody knows, nobody can help... But I need it.........