Thx for tellin me NOW
On thanksgiving I overheard my mom having a conversation w/some friends of hers. All I heard was, do the kids know? And my mom said that she didn't wanna tell us yet, "not during the holidays at least." Then they were talking about if it was real serious, and that was when my mom noticed I walked in and she stopped talkin and cut the conversation.
It had been bothering me for over 2-3 mths what she was talking about, what it was that she didn't wanna tell us yet. Tonight she told me. She's sick. Not just sick, as in the flu, but sick as in she has been seeing a specialist. She has been working with him for about 6-7 mths. She's lost 40lbs and she doesn't hold anything down. She's losing hair and her face looks like skin and bones. Also, her weakness is undescribable. This is why she can't do anything ever. We didn't mention cancer, but the way she described it, you know that's what it is. But saying that word. I can't even write about this anymore. I don't want to think about it. There has been so much going on lately, and I have been so stressed out, and now this. Great. Great.
.:Soul Survivor:.
It had been bothering me for over 2-3 mths what she was talking about, what it was that she didn't wanna tell us yet. Tonight she told me. She's sick. Not just sick, as in the flu, but sick as in she has been seeing a specialist. She has been working with him for about 6-7 mths. She's lost 40lbs and she doesn't hold anything down. She's losing hair and her face looks like skin and bones. Also, her weakness is undescribable. This is why she can't do anything ever. We didn't mention cancer, but the way she described it, you know that's what it is. But saying that word. I can't even write about this anymore. I don't want to think about it. There has been so much going on lately, and I have been so stressed out, and now this. Great. Great.
.:Soul Survivor:.