CONSTRUCTION

Jan 25, 2005 23:11

Life is different. And I love the way that I have changed. My dad finally told me he loved me, and well I wanna just write the letter my mom wrote me on COR and put it in here. But i hate to cry and I know that I couldn't even look at it w/out balling. I guess forgiveness grows on a person, and then your heart truely opens up to them. But I let it out on COR, pretty much about everything. About family, LC, and guys kinda. With the guy thing, I just sort of said that i dated alot, and none of them seemed to take much interest in me...it was more my pelvic region, that made me a lil teary eyed. Even the ones I still remain friends with, it's so obvious that all they ever wanted was a piece of ass, but I grew strong a woke up, that is when reality hit. I shouldn't be anyones fallback girl, I should be someones everything. Not the "I'll date her, b/c the hottie I want has a man..." Wow...and let me tell you, in my relationships, history has been known to repeat itself..over and overr again. Anyways..that was guys...family stuff...I guess I just talked about the neglect I have dealt w/over the yrs...and how the only role model in my life...can't even remember my name.

UNDER CONSTRUCTION
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