god damn white people and their damn flowers and cards and candy and those fucking bears!!!! DAMN

[soulsrebellion]

Well its Feb 14th people.... Yee fucking Haw. its valentines day. again. another crappy day. just like last year and the year before and the year before that. i was fine i think, until i walked outside after school and saw the see of bloody red color eminating from well everywhere.... that just jolted me into an immediate state of deprression that was somehow irreversible. it just felt like at that moment.... everyone in the world had someone who cared enough about them to want to brighten their day. but not nikki, never nikki. it wasnt even the fact that this was another SINGLE Valentines day.... just like last year and the year before that. I have sort of gotten the used to the fact that i am ugly and no one wants me. im ok with that. the guyz im friends with here and faraway, see me as only that, because apparently that is all im good for.... that has been my constant role in life... i think. im the " good friend" everyone loves nikki, they tell nikki all their problems, she's always there for you, she gives good advice... she always wants them to be happy. so sick of it people... well not really. its that just this once, why doesnt nikki get to be happy? i just dont understand... its not like i ask for alot here. i just. i just dont want to be alone anymore.
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY