awww man
ok so i am trying not to be upset anymore then i already am. but i guess in times of stress it's hard. i was already mad. and i know partially being mad is just me over reacting. i know this. this is why i tried to safe guard against it. i don't know the whole situation yet so i can't really pass judgement on it either way. but what i do know about it upsets me. i was just starting to calm down and think rationally. man this sucks. i hate when that happens. after being pissed off you start to think rationally again and something happens to piss you off. i mean i am not as mad now as i was earlier but i am still pretty not happy. not to mention i managed to piss carly off which i knew i probably did. i said i was sorry, but i dunno if she believe me or not. but if your reading this i really am. it's weird for me and her and thats why i think i am going to call around to other CVS's tomorrow and see if any are looking for experinced photo people or experienced pharmacy clerks. there are several with in the same driving radius as the one i work for now. i don't want to ruin me and carlys relationship because i don't like one shift and me and the manager, who loves carly and carly loves back, fail to see eye to eye. it's not worth it for either of us. it's just gonna suck cuz i bet i'll loose my raise if i don't stick around for it but i dunno if i can wait another month. i just hate having to leave on bad basis' ya know? i wish i was leaving cuz i got a better job or i was moving. but i know part of this si my fault and i am willing to say it is. and because of that i am going to do what it takes to fix it. at least on my end and my friendships end.