My eyes are green...
I am such the procrastinator and I suppose none of my friends will attend my "going away" party. Sometimes I truly believe that my insecurities cause me to procrastinate. I be packing right now. Instead I am sitting at this computer, tieing up a phone line because I really don't care if people try to call. Perhaps that is selfish.
I have to do laundry, pack, call people, mail my deposit, and excercise. It is the most beautiful day that we have had in months yet I stay in looking outside listening to a CD created by a childhood friend. They are supposed to be empowering songs, "man hating songs". I don't know if I am empowered, but I do feel like a fool for always wanting something true. Yet, I want it, I know I am not ready. So many people believe in me, it is time for me to believe in myself.
Watch out world here I come! Dreams only come true if we work to achieve them. Magic only happens when we have faith. Love only happens when we commit. Maturity only happens when we get hurt. "And I can't stand these growing pains."-Erykah Badu
I have to do laundry, pack, call people, mail my deposit, and excercise. It is the most beautiful day that we have had in months yet I stay in looking outside listening to a CD created by a childhood friend. They are supposed to be empowering songs, "man hating songs". I don't know if I am empowered, but I do feel like a fool for always wanting something true. Yet, I want it, I know I am not ready. So many people believe in me, it is time for me to believe in myself.
Watch out world here I come! Dreams only come true if we work to achieve them. Magic only happens when we have faith. Love only happens when we commit. Maturity only happens when we get hurt. "And I can't stand these growing pains."-Erykah Badu