07-14-05
I've had a significant loss in appetite. My interest in most things is disappearing. My sleeping pattern has become irradic; I sleep too much at odd hours, and this will reflect at work I'm sure. My outlook on life is progressively becoming more pessimistic than normal, and I can't stop thinking. When I get like this, thinking is the worst thing I could do. My logic doesn't work for normal people. In half a minute I could come up with a hundred reasons that seem perfectly sound to me for killing myself. Which would make it true if I were to say that no one else could quite understand.
I see the symptoms and their progression. I'm being upfront about them. If it gets worse, I'll be sure to let you know. Right now it just looks like I'll lose some weight, and I'll be somewhat tired and on edge for a while.
Judge me by what I do, not what I say. See me for who I am, not who I appear to be. Give me the chance for a second impression, because that's where I'll surprise you. And once we become what we're supposed to be, please don't ever give up on me.
and I've been thinking...
I see the symptoms and their progression. I'm being upfront about them. If it gets worse, I'll be sure to let you know. Right now it just looks like I'll lose some weight, and I'll be somewhat tired and on edge for a while.
Judge me by what I do, not what I say. See me for who I am, not who I appear to be. Give me the chance for a second impression, because that's where I'll surprise you. And once we become what we're supposed to be, please don't ever give up on me.
and I've been thinking...