It's in my heart, it's in my blood.

[soulful_pain]

So lately I've been noticing that my good mood has started to slip ever slightly. And it's good that I've recognized that, but knowledge is useless unless one knows how it may be applied. So I'm headed for another bout of depression. It's quite likely that the ever-constant readers of this journal will not hear from me for quite some time once it

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[unsoothingrant]

well, you know i'm never any good with the words. and i know that nothing i say will make any difference, but i figured i'd say stuff anyways, even if it's no more to make my presence know, which i guess is pretty unnecessary because i think that you know that by now. i don't really know what to say, so i'll just kinda go and see what come out. i'm just stream of consciousness like that i guess. you're right, there was a nice long good mood going on there for a while. it was cool, even if parts were feigned, it was still cool. but everyone's entitled to a slippage here and there. it was happens. it's natural. but if you do go into a spout of depression, don't you dare disappear on me. i mean it. i don't care if you feel that you're dumping or whatever, or if you've decided that "fuck the world" is your mantra again, or whatever. don't you dare. we're a team here bud, and that's all there is to it. i'm probably one of those too many people who know w/e or one that you've opened yourself to too much. but, so be it. you did it, and sorry

[mystery_cat]

slippage sucks. it happens. but yeah, it sucks.
i'm no good at advice/comfort, so i'm not even going to bother.
and for what it's worth (and it's probably not much), for certain *ehem* parts of that, that may or may not be directly/indirectly and/or partially or totally my fault, i'm sorry.