May 15, 2002 21:52
All the garish structures, all the incandescent lightbulbs, all the beautiful people that have become innate to this life I'm living; i want none of it.
I'll be left alone with the lazy blinking of disjointed fireflies arranging themselves in rusty strings along the horizon. With the moon and the stars deigning to soil themselves with my sordid presence. With the dew dripping from the heavens and kissing my feet.
With my thoughts stumbling hasty pathways through my veins.
Leave me alone. with the infinite perfection of myself.
((your presence merely taints my blood and curdles my being.))
allow me to exist apart from this fractal planet. divide myself from the clutter of the world. instigate a new brilliance born of myself, and shed it inwards, rather than wasting it on you.
* * *
And just to clear something up...I am not now, nor have I ever been, sexually promiscuous.
In fact, I am quite virginal.
And that would be my disclaimer of the day.