finally, an update!
hmm.. what can i say manz. so mani things have been happening lately.. lol.. (that seems to be how i start most of my entries =.=") ok aniwae.. well.. we had class chalet last weekend =) it was great! except for the fact that i cldnt sleep well.. cuz i wanted to avoid snoring.. but in the end the world still heard me snore =( bleh. even after all my efforts to regulate my breathing.. hehe.. so u can imagine how damn happy i was to sleep in my own bed aft the chalet ended! whoa! so sweet manz.. to be able to snore to my heart's content! and dun give a heck! XD hee. hmm what i rem most abt the chalet was e booze.. lol.. all the alchohol.. it was crazy.. Barcadi SUCKS! argh! hate that stuff. i got the most tipsy yet, tho i din get lik really drunk.. alchohol juz aint my thang.. was kinda sick to see josh and jenwei chugging down the stuff lik it wld grow hair on their chests. -.-" bleh. we had drinking games.. and josh mixed up weird drinks. it was cool =) but i dno what's with teens and alchohol.. maybe im juz lagging again? but seriously, what's so great abt the ol' hydroxy compounds? still.. my alchohol tolerance is lik REALLY low and i must be careful in e future if drinking with strangers..
i must say this chalet was really enjoyable (even tho my flipflops got stolen) and it's all thanks to the hard work of weiren n jenwei! (and eugenia and joyce) yep so a big THANK YOU to you ppl! hooray! XD
oookay now we get down to the serious stuff.. hmm. man, it's been lik totally raining the past few days -.- SUCKS. my rollerblading lesson got cancelled today la! wtf! i'd been lik lookin forward to it all week! man.. i gotta stop lettin the rain ruin my exercise plans.. like we din get to play ball with the guys n cycle in the earlier part of the week due to the rain.. horrible weather.. it juz promotes couch-potato behavior manz. i'm gd enuf at stoning/rotting/slackin as it is. i dun need added assistance frm the rain =.=
k.. so i've been thinkin abt what i wanna accomplish before sch starts =) and i think sch will start really soon.. like end of june is alr uni orientation? sigh.. oh and i received word that e 'A' lvl results are prob not gonna come out earlier la.. contrary to what the rumours bein spread haf been sayin.. i brought it up to Ms Phua and she dismissed it as a mere rumour, since if the results were indeed gonna come out earlier, e schs wld haf been notified so as to give em time to prepare their computer systems. makes sense.. oh well.. good and bad i guess. =( good in the sense that doom is postponed (lol) and bad in the sense that doom is postponed (double lol). k i aint makin sense. but i guess u get what im sayin. hahaa.
shall work out a proper plan regarding what i wanna achieve! hmm as it is ive alr started searchin for a job.. the prob is that there's lots of stuff to do before i go workin full-time.. and i havnt completed those stuff.. sigh.. yet, im really hungry for money now =( there's not mani jobs that will let me have time to myself tho.. blehz... shall juz haf to rush to complete those stuff lo. easier said den done huh. *shrugs* can't see any other way. rachel, stop procrastinating! arghhh! ><"
there're other factors to consider when getting a job too.. like, once i get a job, i wont haf time for going out with my frens and all.. im really worried that i cant meet up with em anymore =( and if that slot's lik e onli time they haf to meet up.. den my social life is practically over. bleh. gahhhh!
oh. and driving. =.= driving's a big prob.
so is overseas holiday. in may. to UK i think. =.=
and.... all the courses i wanna take.. horticulture.. jewellery-making.. and how will my skating be affected? =((((
damn. oh well. k onto other things.. recently this big big thing happened in my life.. haha ive been sayin that my lovelife is lik stone-dead right.. but erm recently there's been a spark -.-" my best buddy (who's a guy) said he's in love with me. lik... i dno what to say man. it's shocking. it's troubling, yet exciting at the same time. sigh. i feel sad. i really miss the simple times when we were juz great buddies.. we cld lik tell each other anything.. and bitch till e sun came up.. i mean, when u involve romance and r/s things juz get really complicated u know? im not saying it's definitely outta the picture.. but i juz feel sad. actually there's been times that ive thought abt him as more den a friend but those times nv really lasted for v long.. i guess it's cuz i got uncomfortable and decided to cut it out. i mean.. he's right to say that he's not exactly my type.. that too. but after he went into army i started feeling like.. really twisted inside. i miss him a lot. i can't believe i wont get to sms him as and when i like for 2 bloody yrs? and all the guys in our class.. ill really miss the fun they brought with em. its painful. makes u realise that adulthood is finally here and there's no escaping. haha. when the men leave, that's when a girl becomes a woman? how poignant. i dno la. i got quite freaked out at his confessions at first, but i have to admit it made me feel really good inside. i guess im a sucker for sweet words n compliments. and even tho i knew that he had smth going on at his side for some time now, it still came as a shock.. i mean, there are different levels of feelings for a person, and i guess i din realise how deep his feelings were. and i dno if it was a freak coincidence or what.. but the stuff the newspaper horoscope said 2day was lik.. totally scaring me. lol. it said smth lik there're changes happening now and i shld embrace them with all my heart or dno what. yeah, horoscopes are trash but still there's smth in them tht makes ppl still read em.. and that's e possibility that they'll tell ppl what ppl wanna see. ok.. i think im getting more and more convoluted as i write here so shall stop now. no one knows how the future turns out.. and whether i really do get together with him, or the turbulence dies down and we become good buddies again =) , i can't tell. shall juz haf to see what happens..
p.s. oh and as a follow-up on the previous entry.. my spendin on earrings has really gone overboard.. i compiled a record of my expenditures on jewellery, shoes and other misc stuff and it has lik gone over 600 bucks?! lik wtf?!?!?! damn i need a job. >
i must say this chalet was really enjoyable (even tho my flipflops got stolen) and it's all thanks to the hard work of weiren n jenwei! (and eugenia and joyce) yep so a big THANK YOU to you ppl! hooray! XD
oookay now we get down to the serious stuff.. hmm. man, it's been lik totally raining the past few days -.- SUCKS. my rollerblading lesson got cancelled today la! wtf! i'd been lik lookin forward to it all week! man.. i gotta stop lettin the rain ruin my exercise plans.. like we din get to play ball with the guys n cycle in the earlier part of the week due to the rain.. horrible weather.. it juz promotes couch-potato behavior manz. i'm gd enuf at stoning/rotting/slackin as it is. i dun need added assistance frm the rain =.=
k.. so i've been thinkin abt what i wanna accomplish before sch starts =) and i think sch will start really soon.. like end of june is alr uni orientation? sigh.. oh and i received word that e 'A' lvl results are prob not gonna come out earlier la.. contrary to what the rumours bein spread haf been sayin.. i brought it up to Ms Phua and she dismissed it as a mere rumour, since if the results were indeed gonna come out earlier, e schs wld haf been notified so as to give em time to prepare their computer systems. makes sense.. oh well.. good and bad i guess. =( good in the sense that doom is postponed (lol) and bad in the sense that doom is postponed (double lol). k i aint makin sense. but i guess u get what im sayin. hahaa.
shall work out a proper plan regarding what i wanna achieve! hmm as it is ive alr started searchin for a job.. the prob is that there's lots of stuff to do before i go workin full-time.. and i havnt completed those stuff.. sigh.. yet, im really hungry for money now =( there's not mani jobs that will let me have time to myself tho.. blehz... shall juz haf to rush to complete those stuff lo. easier said den done huh. *shrugs* can't see any other way. rachel, stop procrastinating! arghhh! ><"
there're other factors to consider when getting a job too.. like, once i get a job, i wont haf time for going out with my frens and all.. im really worried that i cant meet up with em anymore =( and if that slot's lik e onli time they haf to meet up.. den my social life is practically over. bleh. gahhhh!
oh. and driving. =.= driving's a big prob.
so is overseas holiday. in may. to UK i think. =.=
and.... all the courses i wanna take.. horticulture.. jewellery-making.. and how will my skating be affected? =((((
damn. oh well. k onto other things.. recently this big big thing happened in my life.. haha ive been sayin that my lovelife is lik stone-dead right.. but erm recently there's been a spark -.-" my best buddy (who's a guy) said he's in love with me. lik... i dno what to say man. it's shocking. it's troubling, yet exciting at the same time. sigh. i feel sad. i really miss the simple times when we were juz great buddies.. we cld lik tell each other anything.. and bitch till e sun came up.. i mean, when u involve romance and r/s things juz get really complicated u know? im not saying it's definitely outta the picture.. but i juz feel sad. actually there's been times that ive thought abt him as more den a friend but those times nv really lasted for v long.. i guess it's cuz i got uncomfortable and decided to cut it out. i mean.. he's right to say that he's not exactly my type.. that too. but after he went into army i started feeling like.. really twisted inside. i miss him a lot. i can't believe i wont get to sms him as and when i like for 2 bloody yrs? and all the guys in our class.. ill really miss the fun they brought with em. its painful. makes u realise that adulthood is finally here and there's no escaping. haha. when the men leave, that's when a girl becomes a woman? how poignant. i dno la. i got quite freaked out at his confessions at first, but i have to admit it made me feel really good inside. i guess im a sucker for sweet words n compliments. and even tho i knew that he had smth going on at his side for some time now, it still came as a shock.. i mean, there are different levels of feelings for a person, and i guess i din realise how deep his feelings were. and i dno if it was a freak coincidence or what.. but the stuff the newspaper horoscope said 2day was lik.. totally scaring me. lol. it said smth lik there're changes happening now and i shld embrace them with all my heart or dno what. yeah, horoscopes are trash but still there's smth in them tht makes ppl still read em.. and that's e possibility that they'll tell ppl what ppl wanna see. ok.. i think im getting more and more convoluted as i write here so shall stop now. no one knows how the future turns out.. and whether i really do get together with him, or the turbulence dies down and we become good buddies again =) , i can't tell. shall juz haf to see what happens..
p.s. oh and as a follow-up on the previous entry.. my spendin on earrings has really gone overboard.. i compiled a record of my expenditures on jewellery, shoes and other misc stuff and it has lik gone over 600 bucks?! lik wtf?!?!?! damn i need a job. >