im an asshole...

[soul_of_sui]

okie i can safely conclude this one thing abt myself... im a big fat asshole... i hate the sight of seeing loving couples... worse still brag abt how much love they have for each other... it makes my hair stands and sometimes i just wish they can shut up...

ive slowly turned into this monster that wasn in me since the day i was born.. i become cynical abt love around me... when guy girl relationship is concerned... worse still if it was gays... coz i hate gays in the very first place.. and if those fags where to tell me how much love they have for each other.. i will probably murder them...

dun worry i still love everyone around me... be it they are in love or out of love... but perhaps those couple thingie dun appeal to me anymore... or worse still im just being jealous... coz sometimes i wonder how come everything that has happened to this person never happened to me? how come its always me whose been fightin so hard yet loose everyhing in the end and top it all off reason for lost is nothing?

but rest assured my frens.. my thoughts always never coincide with my actions... this is my blog and ive the right to rumble anything here right? so dun take these words so seriously.. im still the same.. its just that i have my own little world of thoughts that is mine... and in reality i ain like tt... but going out with a couple with me alone is something a little too far... so if u guys understand me... do keep that in mind...

heh let me be that asshole once more and indulge on my own thoughts...