the end is near
ive endured a tough year... tougher than i bet anyone who is reading this journal entry... thanks to everyone and i mean everyone who made my year such a bad year... and thanks to those too who made it not so bad... i mean it certainly could have been worse... much worse... but to those who contributed to the bad side... u noe who u r guys... thanks for making this year a bad one for me to be able to feel a better 2007... to those who had lightened the load for me in 2006... thanks to you too... to those who made it both bad and good... thanks to u again... for being responsible enough to give and take...
pardon my language here coz i feel kinda emotional here...
fuck 2006...
fuck those who had hurt me... wait a min.. i still love u guys anyway and i mean it...
fuck those unhappiness that had weighed me down... coz the end is near...
fuck those lousy grades i had due to my silliness in wat i deem as a sacrifice for a better next year...
fuck those ideals i hold tightly which i thought was right... though its right but seemed wrong...
fuck those emotional weaknesses i have this year and which might have burdened anyone of u guys out there...
fuck those sleepless nights when i just lay there feeling fucked...
fuck those ever changing words that makes no sense to me at all...
fuck those empty promises that was made to me... or arguably made and fulfilled but we all noe that its not exactly the way u guys meant it when u guys made it to me...
fuck those shit that im going through in the year 2006...
and finally last but not least fuck 2006 again...
sorry for all the vulgarities... but that is wat all i have in my mind right now... it will be over damn soon... 35 more mins from now...
2007 will be a fresh start... though not exactly any different but i will try... ya see... with due respect... signs are once again delivered in today's sermon... it all points to perseverence and hope... they need to work hand in hand... and unknowingly my fav song was sung today... a very out of the ordinary song... is this still coicidental? u may think so... but then again and again it all points to the same direction... its either i hold on to this faith that ive got... or i give up altogether and move on... rational or irrational... the choice is pretty obvious... in my context... i think i noe wat i should choose...
k enough said...
happy new year to everyone out there...
have a really really blessed 2007...
pardon my language here coz i feel kinda emotional here...
fuck 2006...
fuck those who had hurt me... wait a min.. i still love u guys anyway and i mean it...
fuck those unhappiness that had weighed me down... coz the end is near...
fuck those lousy grades i had due to my silliness in wat i deem as a sacrifice for a better next year...
fuck those ideals i hold tightly which i thought was right... though its right but seemed wrong...
fuck those emotional weaknesses i have this year and which might have burdened anyone of u guys out there...
fuck those sleepless nights when i just lay there feeling fucked...
fuck those ever changing words that makes no sense to me at all...
fuck those empty promises that was made to me... or arguably made and fulfilled but we all noe that its not exactly the way u guys meant it when u guys made it to me...
fuck those shit that im going through in the year 2006...
and finally last but not least fuck 2006 again...
sorry for all the vulgarities... but that is wat all i have in my mind right now... it will be over damn soon... 35 more mins from now...
2007 will be a fresh start... though not exactly any different but i will try... ya see... with due respect... signs are once again delivered in today's sermon... it all points to perseverence and hope... they need to work hand in hand... and unknowingly my fav song was sung today... a very out of the ordinary song... is this still coicidental? u may think so... but then again and again it all points to the same direction... its either i hold on to this faith that ive got... or i give up altogether and move on... rational or irrational... the choice is pretty obvious... in my context... i think i noe wat i should choose...
k enough said...
happy new year to everyone out there...
have a really really blessed 2007...