Dec 29, 2006 02:13
this is kinda backdated as i cant get online due to the stupid earthquake that happened in taiwan 2 days back...
27th dec was a day i kinda dreaded... first i had to wake up feeling the feeling of loosing... i think im finally loosing the battle that ive been struggling to hang on to for a long long time... next i had to face the dead...
but suprisingly i felt peaceful at the collumbarium... seeing rows and rows of dead ppl... including my dad... i felt peaceful... the serene and quietness of the surrounding creates this soothing atmosphere...
maybe i find solace and death...
maybe thats why they say parting is such sweet sorrow... (death is a kind of parting isn it...)
as i stare at the rows and rows of tablets... i see all kinds of ppl...
but i dun really care... my mind's quite messed up... God pls help me....