This week
turned out to be quite hectic..
Rebecca is off to Ho Chi Minh tomorrow till Thus. I'll take the opportunity to go to the bank this week. When i went to the bank last week it turned out to be a 2hr lunch becos of the wait. I dont really like being a hypocrite but i also feel its not very nice to be taking such long lunches. But i was really held up at the bank. I've been looking at how i can spread my cash so i dont end up spending everything.I feel happy abt this because its something i've always wanted to do. So i'd like to start this 10 yr savings plan with UOB next week.
Noor told Sherah that she wants me to try something like sky diving or bungee jumping when i get there.. sure i'd love to.. maybe sky diving not the bungee.. cos i saw it NZ did not look that fun to me..
My body is still aching from yoga... especially my lower body.. my water retention returned quite badly again... so went to see the TCM doctor to change my medication..I'm wondering now should i go see this Ayurvedic doctor that iqbal's friend who is from Kerala recommended.. Sigh its such tough fight just to get this in order.. sometimes i just feel exhausted because of all this..
Last night i hung out with Sherah, Nadine and Brenda. The night started off at LIttle India downing Indian food.. everyone was relishing their food with their hands.. including Nadine! I really like Nadine.. we've been talking so much this week. And we started a book club amongst ourselves...She reminds me alot of Erika! So anyway the group shrunk when we proceeded to have drinks at No.5. And then the group was just reduced to me and Brenda after Nadine had her first drink.... I'm coming to an age where my friends are either married or with someone... and they give their other halves more priority than their friends... i felt a little sad about it.. i guess its only a matter of time before i would have no one at all to hang with.. But Brenda said she would not be like that.. She's got a bf and a guy who has been waiting for her for the past 2 yrs.. She said friends are impt to her and she treasures them and she will be there should they need her.. And i can see she did mean what she said.. Otherwise why was she with me till 1 in the morning.. but of course she proceeded to meet the guy who has been waiting for her for 2 yrs after we were done..
I bumped into an old familiar face at No.5 yesterday. Sharan's bro - Ravi. He was pretty surprised to see me.. i helped him to recognise me by waving cos he was looking and wondering.. its my short hair i guess... he came over several times to chat..and for some reason i just felt like ringing Sharan to ask her how she was..I dropped her an sms a while ago wishing her congrats cos Ravi told me she's completed her Masters...But no reply. It's alright... I also heard from Babe that she has broken up with D. Babe said i should lend her my shoulder... i was pretty mean.. i just said where was she when i needed her shoulder.. mine's too expensive.. I really should have been more forgiving..But i dont think i should be too hard on myself either.. at that point i was just feeling like i've just had enough of friendships where i was the giving one all the time.. i felt that way at least.. You feel like the other party tho they are there in the physical they arent exactly listening to you... I just hated that..
There have been too many goodbyes in my short span of 29 years and a half on this earth.. and its getting harder to start new hellos..People just get less enthusiastic to reach out and more involved with their own lives as they just get older... Withdrawn is the word... I dont feel ready to be withdrawn yet.. maybe because like everyone else i have not found that special someone to settle with...
Loneliness does creep in once in a while.. but i've come to accept it as just a part of my life...It did not bother me as much as it last nite after i bumped into Ravi - i dont know why.. alot of memories came flooding back thanks to him..Not sure if its good or bad... Well thanks to Ravi he gave us the lowdown on where to hang out.. so me and Brenda will be trying to make our Friday nites a little more colourful hopefully.
Rebecca is off to Ho Chi Minh tomorrow till Thus. I'll take the opportunity to go to the bank this week. When i went to the bank last week it turned out to be a 2hr lunch becos of the wait. I dont really like being a hypocrite but i also feel its not very nice to be taking such long lunches. But i was really held up at the bank. I've been looking at how i can spread my cash so i dont end up spending everything.I feel happy abt this because its something i've always wanted to do. So i'd like to start this 10 yr savings plan with UOB next week.
Noor told Sherah that she wants me to try something like sky diving or bungee jumping when i get there.. sure i'd love to.. maybe sky diving not the bungee.. cos i saw it NZ did not look that fun to me..
My body is still aching from yoga... especially my lower body.. my water retention returned quite badly again... so went to see the TCM doctor to change my medication..I'm wondering now should i go see this Ayurvedic doctor that iqbal's friend who is from Kerala recommended.. Sigh its such tough fight just to get this in order.. sometimes i just feel exhausted because of all this..
Last night i hung out with Sherah, Nadine and Brenda. The night started off at LIttle India downing Indian food.. everyone was relishing their food with their hands.. including Nadine! I really like Nadine.. we've been talking so much this week. And we started a book club amongst ourselves...She reminds me alot of Erika! So anyway the group shrunk when we proceeded to have drinks at No.5. And then the group was just reduced to me and Brenda after Nadine had her first drink.... I'm coming to an age where my friends are either married or with someone... and they give their other halves more priority than their friends... i felt a little sad about it.. i guess its only a matter of time before i would have no one at all to hang with.. But Brenda said she would not be like that.. She's got a bf and a guy who has been waiting for her for the past 2 yrs.. She said friends are impt to her and she treasures them and she will be there should they need her.. And i can see she did mean what she said.. Otherwise why was she with me till 1 in the morning.. but of course she proceeded to meet the guy who has been waiting for her for 2 yrs after we were done..
I bumped into an old familiar face at No.5 yesterday. Sharan's bro - Ravi. He was pretty surprised to see me.. i helped him to recognise me by waving cos he was looking and wondering.. its my short hair i guess... he came over several times to chat..and for some reason i just felt like ringing Sharan to ask her how she was..I dropped her an sms a while ago wishing her congrats cos Ravi told me she's completed her Masters...But no reply. It's alright... I also heard from Babe that she has broken up with D. Babe said i should lend her my shoulder... i was pretty mean.. i just said where was she when i needed her shoulder.. mine's too expensive.. I really should have been more forgiving..But i dont think i should be too hard on myself either.. at that point i was just feeling like i've just had enough of friendships where i was the giving one all the time.. i felt that way at least.. You feel like the other party tho they are there in the physical they arent exactly listening to you... I just hated that..
There have been too many goodbyes in my short span of 29 years and a half on this earth.. and its getting harder to start new hellos..People just get less enthusiastic to reach out and more involved with their own lives as they just get older... Withdrawn is the word... I dont feel ready to be withdrawn yet.. maybe because like everyone else i have not found that special someone to settle with...
Loneliness does creep in once in a while.. but i've come to accept it as just a part of my life...It did not bother me as much as it last nite after i bumped into Ravi - i dont know why.. alot of memories came flooding back thanks to him..Not sure if its good or bad... Well thanks to Ravi he gave us the lowdown on where to hang out.. so me and Brenda will be trying to make our Friday nites a little more colourful hopefully.