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Once again, i find myself drowning in my work again.. what happened to the attitude of wanting to build a social circle all over again... i just got lazy and found the comfort in familiar old work... I find this easier while i let the drama of my life unfold around me... at least it makes my life more manageable .. or at least i find it that way...
It's also extremely exhausting trying to keep up with everyone else's dramas.. so have decided to tune out altogether... but i do find solace in is losing myself in a book... which i haven't done in ages as well...
I have also been thrown slightly off balance with a reintroduction of a certain someone in my life again...I must say it's extremely not me trying to juggle my time (which involve things mostly revolved around me, me and me) ... having to share my time seems completely out of the norm for me and has drawn the attention of many... I only have time on my hands to figure out if all this time is going to be worth it...
That is what this year seems to be so far... alot of waiting.. and its extremely frustrating.. is my entire year revolving around mercury retrograde! aaarrrggghhhhhh
It's also extremely exhausting trying to keep up with everyone else's dramas.. so have decided to tune out altogether... but i do find solace in is losing myself in a book... which i haven't done in ages as well...
I have also been thrown slightly off balance with a reintroduction of a certain someone in my life again...I must say it's extremely not me trying to juggle my time (which involve things mostly revolved around me, me and me) ... having to share my time seems completely out of the norm for me and has drawn the attention of many... I only have time on my hands to figure out if all this time is going to be worth it...
That is what this year seems to be so far... alot of waiting.. and its extremely frustrating.. is my entire year revolving around mercury retrograde! aaarrrggghhhhhh