Waiting game
I just realised that just sounded like a Boy George song! hur hur
Anyway, i absolutely despise this hanging moments in my life... thinks this ranting sounds familiar...
There are a few things, like mom wanting to get dad out of her life but is just not finding the proof she wants via the private eye... this is the biggest step that she will have to take in her life... i don't even want to think about the aftermath... what i have on my hands is really all that i can handle..
And then there is Iqbal's debt problems.. am absolutely at a loss with this.. why do youngsters go nuts over a credit card... he stretched out all his cards... never made a min payment and he keeps receiving legal notes.. and he has tried to ask for loans form numerous banks to clear his debts but they are refusing. So he has a black marked now... and he is pretty much trouble for the next 4 years in the eyes of all financial institutions... after having to fork out 4k to help him pay the fine for his drunk driving, i am not being asked to help him with getting a loan... very honestly i have the most uncomfortable feeling in my stomach abt this... it's making me very sick.. i mean literally.... if i have a bad feeling abt something... this always happens.. just becos he has a bad bank rep... i feel like i am gg to be pulled in the mud with this... because i have a very strong feeling he will be defaulting on his payments... he is going on constantly despite knowing abt his financial situation.. there seems to be no restrain at all... It worries me sick.. TO THE CORE... i am too torn... mom is giving me the shits about how he is my brother and i SHOULD help him...
It's time i had a heart to heart talk with my brother..
Anyway, i absolutely despise this hanging moments in my life... thinks this ranting sounds familiar...
There are a few things, like mom wanting to get dad out of her life but is just not finding the proof she wants via the private eye... this is the biggest step that she will have to take in her life... i don't even want to think about the aftermath... what i have on my hands is really all that i can handle..
And then there is Iqbal's debt problems.. am absolutely at a loss with this.. why do youngsters go nuts over a credit card... he stretched out all his cards... never made a min payment and he keeps receiving legal notes.. and he has tried to ask for loans form numerous banks to clear his debts but they are refusing. So he has a black marked now... and he is pretty much trouble for the next 4 years in the eyes of all financial institutions... after having to fork out 4k to help him pay the fine for his drunk driving, i am not being asked to help him with getting a loan... very honestly i have the most uncomfortable feeling in my stomach abt this... it's making me very sick.. i mean literally.... if i have a bad feeling abt something... this always happens.. just becos he has a bad bank rep... i feel like i am gg to be pulled in the mud with this... because i have a very strong feeling he will be defaulting on his payments... he is going on constantly despite knowing abt his financial situation.. there seems to be no restrain at all... It worries me sick.. TO THE CORE... i am too torn... mom is giving me the shits about how he is my brother and i SHOULD help him...
It's time i had a heart to heart talk with my brother..