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damn haven't been on here in a wile...*sigh* been busy with finnals and graduateing...the cerimony is on sunday ^.^..things have been great i guess..but iv been havein some problems with sleeping...mabye i haven't noticed it before but i cleaned my room and rearanged my ferniture...my bed was before against the wall but then i moved it where the end is in the middle of the room and half of it is against a wall...yeah kinda hard to picture...but that night i got in bed and kep on feeling like i was being watched....00 i couldn't sleep at all the next night so i stayed up listening to music till i couldn't think strait and went to bed...strange that this was kinda a prob before but i just lied against the wall and tried to block it out of my mind...and then im haveing odd dreams and starting to get nightmares but i keep forgeting them....i rem them when i wake up but forget them later...and then theres the mirror next to the fridge on the other side of the basement....whenever i get up to get a drink im too scared to look into it...and if i do when i walk away i feel like theres someone behind me so i walk fast and hop into bed and try to block it out of my mind....mabye im letting things get to my head...