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...today i feel odd again...*sigh*..im getting better at destiguishing it...i feel like i need to do something...ok i had it...damn..like im yurning to do something but don't know what...well mabye i do.... i keep on getting a burning disire to write something but don't know how to start...i wanna start on my FF story (Future Fang....not Final Fantisy)....i think writing is the only kind of art i haven't tryed expressing myself somehow in an i want to so bad but where to start...it's easy to express in my pictures big to put things into words...hell i can't even explain my feelings in words...i can do poetry kinda things but to make an actual story....mabye i just need to wait till after i graduate....ill prob have more free mind time..i hope....well on another note iv been dabbling in drawing comics i can get good ideas but i just can't get that look that interest me mabye i just need to and affects since the ones i did are so bland. YAY! Acen is this weekend can't wait!! on friday me Buruu r staying over at Abby's so we can get there early on saterday then sunday ^.^..iv been so busy trying to get all my work done early so i don't need to work on it on the weekend...that and theres just been over all crazy's going on..first my grandperants have been getting pissed at Link and Buruu calling more than usual...which im happy about i like talking with them...well anyway gramps thinks all this calling is aggresive Link...no aggresive is him always wanting to know were i am or pushing me to do things only he wants or telling me i haft to always be around him...no people he's not aggresive he's just REALLY lonely and attention starved...then there acting like Buruu is trying to manipulate me and trying to keep me from doing my work and graduateing....look i WILL graduate if i haft to stand on my head and recite all the amendments!!! so then grams started thretening to un hook the phone...yet she complains that i take up the phone for important calls....if she unhooks the phone then she still won't get those calls...cumon lets think this through people..along with that mom called yesterday...she wanted to talk to me and tell me that she got me something for graduation....lol oh yeah suuuure she did....she prob just wanted to tell me cuz she thought i would hop around all happy and thank her so then she could feel like a real mother...thaaaaat'll never happen!!!