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Jun 09, 2012 23:04

Stolen from the dearest myaku

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession


In no particular order:

1. I never knew it'd be so hard to let go of something I never really had to begin with. I can only hope that I can some day look back on it as a learning experience of some sort.

2. It feels like things have changed dramatically, but I know if I ask you you'll say everything is fine and put on a smile for me. As much as it hurts... maybe it's time to let go and let you go free on whatever path you're already wandering on.

3. I miss you, I miss the way things were. I don't blame you for making the decision you did, you have to do what you believe is right, and I can't fault you for that. I wish you saw things differently, I wish for a moment you could step into my shoes, but I know that's not possible, and lingering on what ifs will do neither of us any good. I wish you all the best in the whole world, and no matter what I'll always be a fan, I'll always support you.

4. Thank you for being there for me, for being someone who understood me like no one else did. That alone brought more comfort than I ever expected. Sometimes I wish you weren't so busy, but being busy is a sign of a good career, so for that I am so proud of you. Keep working hard, and keep smiling. :)

5. Things have been hard, there's no denying that... but thank you for always being there, for helping pull me to my feet when I always thought the struggle was too much and not worth it. Thank you for proving me wrong, time and time again, and for helping to mend my heart. I could babble on here forever, but it'd be nothing I haven't told you before. Thank you for giving me something to look forward to for years to come.

6. I don't know what more to say, other than I miss you. You're such a beautiful, warm-hearted young woman, and it's been a pleasure to know you and have you in my life.

7. Just because you treat everyone like that doesn't make it okay. If I wanted that kind of treatment I'd go sit with my parents... there was a reason I moved out of their house.

8. You've been a wonderful friend, far more patient and understanding than I ever could have asked for. I've enjoyed all the knowledge you've shared with me, and look forward to learning and experiencing even more from your side of the world.

9. Sometimes I feel bad, like I've given you the wrong impression. In all honesty I just don't know what to make of you.. it's not that I don't like you, but sometimes I don't know what to make of you. I don't know whether you see me as a friend or just an aquaintance, and I worry a lot about overstepping whatever boundaries there are that I don't know about.

10. ....don't cry, if only because you look terrible when your mascara runs.

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