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I keep meaning to sit down and write something, but every time I do the words just won't come. I don't feel like myself anymore... or maybe I do, but maybe my self now has become so much different than the self I was before that it's just not making sense to me anymore. Waking up one day and realizing you've changed so drastically is a bit hard to cope with. I can't decide if it's good or bad.. or just part of life. The things around me seem the same when I look at them individually.. but then when I step back and look at a big picture I'm struck with the overwhelming feeling that I'm in completely unfamiliar territory and I have no idea what I'm doing.
I suppose that's part of getting older... waking up some day and realizing your youth is gone. We all think we're grown when we become adults, but down the road comes the realization that what you did or who you were as a young adult just doesn't apply anymore. Your relationships with people change, some stand the test of time and some just.. don't. I suppose this shouldn't bother me as much as it does. I've had a lot on my mind lately, and everything seems to have gotten jumbled up.
I'm sorry I haven't been so social lately. I mean well, really I do... maybe I'll get around to it some day, once this feeling passes.
Wendy couldn't live in Never Never Land forever, afterall.
I suppose that's part of getting older... waking up some day and realizing your youth is gone. We all think we're grown when we become adults, but down the road comes the realization that what you did or who you were as a young adult just doesn't apply anymore. Your relationships with people change, some stand the test of time and some just.. don't. I suppose this shouldn't bother me as much as it does. I've had a lot on my mind lately, and everything seems to have gotten jumbled up.
I'm sorry I haven't been so social lately. I mean well, really I do... maybe I'll get around to it some day, once this feeling passes.
Wendy couldn't live in Never Never Land forever, afterall.