people around me
People around me fascinate me so very much. For instance take my brother i can tell he misses being down here and we want him to stay longer but he wont cause he says he has stuff to do but these supposed things can be put off and aren't as important as he's making them to be. Next there is my dad. He's basically an all around good guy but one of his main faults is that he thinks our world should revolve around him and pouts when it doesnt or when he doesnt get what he wants. Next you have my twin sister Amberlee, sometimes i wonder if we're even related lol she just doesnt get that not everyone can do what she wants of them any time she wants them to or that we're not at her beck and call. My other brother lives w/us still he's becoming more and more like my dad physically and mentally and doesnt even see it. He acts like everything we do should be for him and when it cant be done he takes it out on us. Then there is my mother. She is like the glue of our family w/out her we would be lost. She is so giving of her time to us and to everyone else who needs her. She's not perfect and has her faults like she assumes too much of people and exaggerates but her spirit and kindness makes up for it. Me I try to be like her in the good ways but i can be a brat too. So many people have so much to give in this world but whether or not they give it is another thing. I know so many people who have such wonderful talents and dont care to use it. I love my friends and my family so much but they just amaze me as to how they can be so much more. Life in general amazes me like the curiuosity of a puppy, how it snowed in corpus christi and gave me a white christmas, how such little things can bring such happiness to other people, and how some people can be so mean and cruel. This is a really weird entry lol Im kinda mean as to how i describe my family but I basically consider myself a brutally honest person. Well Friday is my new year's eve all nighter party/my first boy girl party lol it should be interesting i've invited such different groups of people but seeing as all my friends are just plain crazy it should be good and everyone should get along i do however feel sorry for my parents and my brother they will not have a very restful night lol but its all good today i spent the day organizing my dresser and jewelry box last night at around 1a.m. when i finished a movie i got the sudden desire to clean my room so i did until 2:30a.m. when i was done. It was interesting organizing my dresser i haven't done so for like at least a year i found some interesting things like notes from some of my friends pictures and just stuff in general and last night when i was cleaning my room i found my diary and my last actual entry was like January 8th 2004 lol then i made a list in April 29th i made a list of all the friends i appreciated greatly wow it was interesting lol. so yea thats about it i wonder who actually has read this and what they think lol. au revoir