Strange Jrocker Dreams are Strange... (Again)
Brace yourselves minna... I have the dream to end all dreams...
Well, not really, but it was still pretty damn strange XD
So! The dream starts with me at an old friend from school's house (called Nat) and we've drank quite a lot. I remember it was whisky or something equally as liver-destroying xD Funnily enough I shouldn't have been drinking whisky at all as it makes me ill in real life (_ _)" XD Anyyywho! I drink a bit but my friend ends up completely wasted, to the point where I remember she was gonna be sick but didn't make it to the toilet in time and I was patting her back as she threw up into the bath instead D:
Anywho! I managed to get her into bed, which for some reason we have to share, and lo and behold KYO of Dir en Grey is already IN the bed (*3*) We clamber in and he pretty much spoons me haha! Though he was quite squishy :3 I remember I was kinda half asleep, because I saw Kyo get up to go to the bathroom and when he came back I wondered whether to say something to him or not, but I didn't and just carried on trying to sleep xD But being in bed with Kyo, I really can't complain.
About a half hour later, Nat gets up and I try to coax her back into bed again but there is a whiteboard on the door (don't ask xD) which she drunkenly writes a message on and then runs to another room. I then realise the house we were in was a type of student house with other guests living there (O.e) and I hear her arguing with another student about something but Kyo tells me to ignore it and to try and sleep *le swoon*
My dream skips to the next day and Nat's dad is shouting at me. I remember when I used to go to her house that he used to scare me a lot but he was super terrifying in this case D: . So, he tells me it's all my fault for getting Nat wasted and he tells me and my family ('cause apparently we were staying with them) that we had to leave. Kyo had disappeared from my dream at this point, which made me really sad haha!! So my Mum and I were packing up our stuff, and I remember us looking at old photographs. I got really upset and started crying 'cause I hate being shouted at, plus I shouted back at Nat's dad that it wasn't my fault and I always get really shaky when I argue with people baha! xD So we had nowhere to live and everybody thought the worst of me, which was pretty darn upsetting! D:
So, I go into the living room in tears and GazettE's Kai is sat on the armchair reading a book. He looks up at me, and the dream version of myself suddenly confides in him about what has happened but he still doesn't say anything xD. He just gets up and walks to sit in another chair further away from me and I cry at him all, "Why don't you believe me, Kai? I swear I'm telling the truth! *sobsobsob*" ((; T.T)
Next, we're packing up our car ready to leave and Aoi and Uruha are standing outside the house xD Uruha is actually crying when he hugs me goodbye 'cause I feel his body trembling against me and I see Kai scowling at me from over Aoi's shoulder when it's his turn. Sadly no Ruki or Reita this time (don't ask why! I miss them invading my dreams T.T)
And that's it. My dream ends there. Pretty weird stuff huh? xD I did wake up with a little jolt and I felt disorientated for the rest of the day. More importantly, I actually believed for a few wild minutes while I woke myself up that Kai actually hated me and I got so upset over it haha! Ahh silly me (^^;)
University really is my gateway to my mental breakdown (_ _)" XD
Well, not really, but it was still pretty damn strange XD
So! The dream starts with me at an old friend from school's house (called Nat) and we've drank quite a lot. I remember it was whisky or something equally as liver-destroying xD Funnily enough I shouldn't have been drinking whisky at all as it makes me ill in real life (_ _)" XD Anyyywho! I drink a bit but my friend ends up completely wasted, to the point where I remember she was gonna be sick but didn't make it to the toilet in time and I was patting her back as she threw up into the bath instead D:
Anywho! I managed to get her into bed, which for some reason we have to share, and lo and behold KYO of Dir en Grey is already IN the bed (*3*) We clamber in and he pretty much spoons me haha! Though he was quite squishy :3 I remember I was kinda half asleep, because I saw Kyo get up to go to the bathroom and when he came back I wondered whether to say something to him or not, but I didn't and just carried on trying to sleep xD But being in bed with Kyo, I really can't complain.
About a half hour later, Nat gets up and I try to coax her back into bed again but there is a whiteboard on the door (don't ask xD) which she drunkenly writes a message on and then runs to another room. I then realise the house we were in was a type of student house with other guests living there (O.e) and I hear her arguing with another student about something but Kyo tells me to ignore it and to try and sleep *le swoon*
My dream skips to the next day and Nat's dad is shouting at me. I remember when I used to go to her house that he used to scare me a lot but he was super terrifying in this case D: . So, he tells me it's all my fault for getting Nat wasted and he tells me and my family ('cause apparently we were staying with them) that we had to leave. Kyo had disappeared from my dream at this point, which made me really sad haha!! So my Mum and I were packing up our stuff, and I remember us looking at old photographs. I got really upset and started crying 'cause I hate being shouted at, plus I shouted back at Nat's dad that it wasn't my fault and I always get really shaky when I argue with people baha! xD So we had nowhere to live and everybody thought the worst of me, which was pretty darn upsetting! D:
So, I go into the living room in tears and GazettE's Kai is sat on the armchair reading a book. He looks up at me, and the dream version of myself suddenly confides in him about what has happened but he still doesn't say anything xD. He just gets up and walks to sit in another chair further away from me and I cry at him all, "Why don't you believe me, Kai? I swear I'm telling the truth! *sobsobsob*" ((; T.T)
Next, we're packing up our car ready to leave and Aoi and Uruha are standing outside the house xD Uruha is actually crying when he hugs me goodbye 'cause I feel his body trembling against me and I see Kai scowling at me from over Aoi's shoulder when it's his turn. Sadly no Ruki or Reita this time (don't ask why! I miss them invading my dreams T.T)
And that's it. My dream ends there. Pretty weird stuff huh? xD I did wake up with a little jolt and I felt disorientated for the rest of the day. More importantly, I actually believed for a few wild minutes while I woke myself up that Kai actually hated me and I got so upset over it haha! Ahh silly me (^^;)
University really is my gateway to my mental breakdown (_ _)" XD