Whoa! Weeeeeeeeee! ~slams into a wall~
Ok so it's that time again... I'm actually updating my life on here. Scared yet?
So, since the last post, when I was not doing ok with a lot of things, really wasn't an update I'm going to dig back to about Jan 2007. Pull up a seat, kick your feet back, and grab a lunch 'cause here I go (and this is the short version, HA!).
Jan. - April
I spent most of this time killing myself to hurry up and move. I was having anemia problems along with my leg trying to act up. At that time nothing was going to keep me from getting the fuck out of cali. and up to Ryan. Um, yeah, if I'd known then what I know now...
May
Not a good month in my life. I got a call from Ryan, 20 days before I was planning on living up there, and 2 weeks after he gave me an "I do want to marry you ring, but if it were to happen tomorrow I couldn't handle it" ring. Well folks, the phone call was letting me know he wasn't in love with me anymore. I was out at Denny's and my car having problems when he called. I went in to where all of my friends were, took off the ring he gave me and the matching one we'd worn, threw them on the table, and ran out to my car, fighting tears. Some how I was able to get my car to start, fight tears, tell Nate what happened (as he'd followed me), and get home before the tears flowed. The next 3 days are a blur, but I do know that I was drunk, crying, and unable to sleep.
Eventually I was able to pick myself back up and get back to life. I made one trip up there, with Drago, that month to get the larger things.
Drago and road trips... That was fun! He did an awesome job of keeping my spirts up and my mind off what was going on, and I'll never listen to MSI with out thinking of him. Grips of good memories from the drive, and a few from when we were actually there.
Between the ripping out of the heart and the road trip, I found an old friend, Midnight, online. Timidly I emailed him, and from the moment he responded on we've been rebuilding our friendship. It's been very awesome!
June
After the slipping entry on here, Lisa and I headed back up to Wa. to get the final things possible. OMG!!! Lisa on a road trip is freaking awesome. LLama's try to go hang gliding, but fail and fall while strange men attack us with cones. Don't try to figure that out, just accept and read on, lol. Anyways, yeah, the awesome Matt helped us play tetris with my car and I was able to get most of my belonging back to Cali. Still ended up leaving a bit up there, but thats ok.
At the very end of June my cousin, Mel, moved in.
July- Start of Dec.
I started to date this man named Josh, in July, and sad to say it, he was a rebound. Though I will say he was the first local guy I dated that didn't fuck me over or cheat on me. We broke up at the start of Dec. because we were to different and things weren't working out. It was the shortest relationship I'd been in since high school, but it was also one of the better ones.
Other events of that time period... My house flooded, in July, because of the water heater. It left 3" of water in my bathroom, 2" in my kitchen, and 1 1/2" in my spare bedroom. Ugh!! That was a huge mess!
I got into another car accident, again rear ended at a green light! It was low speed, but mess my cousin and I up pretty bad.
Turkeyday was ok, nothing special, but I have a feeling it might end up being the last one I get to spend with my g-mom.
Current.
I've been having a hard time getting my feet back under me from the flood and the accident, but things are starting to look up. New Years I spent at home, but I still had a blast. I have been having a blast with life and the new people it's brought in, eventhough it's been a bit crazy.
So, since the last post, when I was not doing ok with a lot of things, really wasn't an update I'm going to dig back to about Jan 2007. Pull up a seat, kick your feet back, and grab a lunch 'cause here I go (and this is the short version, HA!).
Jan. - April
I spent most of this time killing myself to hurry up and move. I was having anemia problems along with my leg trying to act up. At that time nothing was going to keep me from getting the fuck out of cali. and up to Ryan. Um, yeah, if I'd known then what I know now...
May
Not a good month in my life. I got a call from Ryan, 20 days before I was planning on living up there, and 2 weeks after he gave me an "I do want to marry you ring, but if it were to happen tomorrow I couldn't handle it" ring. Well folks, the phone call was letting me know he wasn't in love with me anymore. I was out at Denny's and my car having problems when he called. I went in to where all of my friends were, took off the ring he gave me and the matching one we'd worn, threw them on the table, and ran out to my car, fighting tears. Some how I was able to get my car to start, fight tears, tell Nate what happened (as he'd followed me), and get home before the tears flowed. The next 3 days are a blur, but I do know that I was drunk, crying, and unable to sleep.
Eventually I was able to pick myself back up and get back to life. I made one trip up there, with Drago, that month to get the larger things.
Drago and road trips... That was fun! He did an awesome job of keeping my spirts up and my mind off what was going on, and I'll never listen to MSI with out thinking of him. Grips of good memories from the drive, and a few from when we were actually there.
Between the ripping out of the heart and the road trip, I found an old friend, Midnight, online. Timidly I emailed him, and from the moment he responded on we've been rebuilding our friendship. It's been very awesome!
June
After the slipping entry on here, Lisa and I headed back up to Wa. to get the final things possible. OMG!!! Lisa on a road trip is freaking awesome. LLama's try to go hang gliding, but fail and fall while strange men attack us with cones. Don't try to figure that out, just accept and read on, lol. Anyways, yeah, the awesome Matt helped us play tetris with my car and I was able to get most of my belonging back to Cali. Still ended up leaving a bit up there, but thats ok.
At the very end of June my cousin, Mel, moved in.
July- Start of Dec.
I started to date this man named Josh, in July, and sad to say it, he was a rebound. Though I will say he was the first local guy I dated that didn't fuck me over or cheat on me. We broke up at the start of Dec. because we were to different and things weren't working out. It was the shortest relationship I'd been in since high school, but it was also one of the better ones.
Other events of that time period... My house flooded, in July, because of the water heater. It left 3" of water in my bathroom, 2" in my kitchen, and 1 1/2" in my spare bedroom. Ugh!! That was a huge mess!
I got into another car accident, again rear ended at a green light! It was low speed, but mess my cousin and I up pretty bad.
Turkeyday was ok, nothing special, but I have a feeling it might end up being the last one I get to spend with my g-mom.
Current.
I've been having a hard time getting my feet back under me from the flood and the accident, but things are starting to look up. New Years I spent at home, but I still had a blast. I have been having a blast with life and the new people it's brought in, eventhough it's been a bit crazy.