Week in view
I crashed back out after my last post only to wake up some hours later and find out that an old friend of mine, whom I'd lost contact with after moving back here from Va., had found me again. Yay! Him and I have been talking a lot this week, and it seems that the friendship is even stronger then before, which is pretty kools.
Not a whole lot took place this week that I can remember right as I spent most of it sleep depping. I know I hung out with Chyrill and Mark, which was fun it is always is.
Last night Greg, Ryan, and hit up Perv again. It was an off night, but I still had fun as I drank more then my normal. Two drink instead of one lol, I have no drinking tolerance anymore, but the good part is I didn't get sick and I can still mostly remember the night. Though I will admit getting drunk to the point of blacking out the night would be nice. I need to be fuckered up now, make's the pain easier to deal with.
Also, going back to the last post's topic...
I feel like shit for reacting the way I did even though I know I am in the right to have reacted the way I did. The fact that it's causing conflicting thoughts sucks, but is getting easier to deal with as time passes on. He'd hurt me a lot of times in the past and that was the straw that broke the camels back so to say.
Tonight I'm driving a couple of friends down to Escondido to hang out with another friend down there. Should be fun, or at the least, interesting.
Not a whole lot took place this week that I can remember right as I spent most of it sleep depping. I know I hung out with Chyrill and Mark, which was fun it is always is.
Last night Greg, Ryan, and hit up Perv again. It was an off night, but I still had fun as I drank more then my normal. Two drink instead of one lol, I have no drinking tolerance anymore, but the good part is I didn't get sick and I can still mostly remember the night. Though I will admit getting drunk to the point of blacking out the night would be nice. I need to be fuckered up now, make's the pain easier to deal with.
Also, going back to the last post's topic...
I feel like shit for reacting the way I did even though I know I am in the right to have reacted the way I did. The fact that it's causing conflicting thoughts sucks, but is getting easier to deal with as time passes on. He'd hurt me a lot of times in the past and that was the straw that broke the camels back so to say.
Tonight I'm driving a couple of friends down to Escondido to hang out with another friend down there. Should be fun, or at the least, interesting.