Hypocrisy; revelation; cynicism.

[sordid_noctuary]

Am I arrogant?
There are times when I feel like I'm not taken seriously.
I feel inadequate compared to my peers.
What is it I am lacking?
Motivation?
Determination?
There is always a problem.
No one is ever happy.
Is it hard to understand me?
Why don't most people try?
I am hypocritical.
I thought most people knew this.
Why can't I change it?
I don't think I try enough.
I try to rectify but end up repeating and disappointing.

I'm loving my Philosophy class, by the way.