Fuck.

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.

I'm sorry.

Now, if only I could go say that to his face...

So, the camping trip lasted two weeks. No one told me that and I ended up washing my clothes in a pond to stay fresh and clean. XD And I've spent the last two weeks at Hiroki's. >.> Probably should have mentioned that to someone, actually. At least there was a washing machine there? Well, across the street, but I digress. On the bright side, it's ( Read more... )

Bloody younger Destined and their complicated bloody lives.

I'm half expecting a phonecall from Tai and Kou to tell me they accidentally got married now. Seriously.

I regret saying nothing happened. DAMN YOU KARMA.

I miss the days when I was just a kid. ;.;

Jyou isn't talking to me! I said I was sorry! I just needed some time away from things, I know I should have been more considerate but dammit this just makes me want to go back. ;_; I didn't have anything to worry about, except the dwindling of my wages. It was nice! You know...?

Ah why am I complaining? I hurt him, and I hurt my mother (she's not  ( Read more... )

Ah, it's Kou's birthday next week! *fumes* HOW could I forget? I guess I can only stay a week, then - I'm not missing anyone else's birthday!

Unless no one really cares, in which case I shall stay here forever!

Ok, that was random. O_o I haven't had my coffee and I am not a morning person.

I feel emotionally drained. I don't know why; it's not like anything really bad has happened like Vamdemon returning or someone else dying (and I've just realised I never asked anyone how or why it happened and how they were holding up, or ever mentioned it ( Read more... )

The picture says it all.

I've been becoming so shallow lately, it's disturbing me. Now that I'm concious of it, I can hopefully do something about it...

But, I think I liked being shallow. I had less to worry about.

I've been a really horrible person of late, haven't I? Ignoring everyone, and poor Biyomon... >_ ( Read more... )

I can’t believe she doesn’t trust me!

Even IF (and that’s a mighty big if) I could crush on Jyou (whom I love dearly AS A FRIEND), I wouldn’t act on it! I know how she feels about him! I would NEVER even CONSIDER trying to get in the way of that!

Is it wrong to be angry with her? For this? I know I’m moving in with him but god why can’t it ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of this place. I...

The teachers are never here. I don't know what's wrong with them, we're just students, we aren't told what's going on. Why should we? It's not like we care, is it?

Or is it?

It's not the pressure, because I'm dealing with it. Really. I've gotten everything in on time, I've gotten everything up to scratch, and I'm not ( Read more... )