Nov 24, 2005 19:16
It feels strange I don't know what to say.Will anyone read this?Will anyone care?I was introduced to this by someone very near and dear to me so know it has to be a good thing.I'm just not sure how far I should go.If I keep it lite then I may only get "surface" responses.On the other hand if I get to heavy people may think I'm a nut.I'm sure there's some middle ground that I can find to make everyone happy.there I go again,trying to please others.Maybe I should just be myself?what if I'm not sure who that is?I mean over the years I've thought I knew who I wanted to be and then found out later that I was wrong.Quite often I was so sure of things and no one could tell me otherwise.I had to find out for myself,right or wrong I had to fight to the bitter end.Sometimes the fight was with myself I didn't want to believe "that's just the way things are"where's the mystery in that?Which brings me to this conclusion that only constant in life is change!Everything must change in one way or another.If you comment on anything I say it will have some impact on what I think.The level of impact will vary,the point is I want feedback so I have some one else's opinion to help me better understand my life.